Sex. Love & Wanderlust.

"Smash"

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"I don't believe in fairytales, but I believe in you & me"

Sydney, Australia.
Graphic Design Student.
Serious case of Wanderlust.

{ Coffee & Tea. Pretty cups. Concerts & Festivals. Horror Movies. Jurassic Park. Star Wars. Photoshoots. Music. Parkway Drive. Friends & Family. Books. Candles. Lava Lamps.Glow Sticks.Incense. Wolves. Dan Mumford. Medusa. Babies. Tattoos. Sleeping with the fan on. Pretty Nails. Listening & Watching Rain.Piercings. Jewellery. Coloured Hair. Flannos. Cute Dresses. Spikes. Cats. Long Drives & Road trips. Lace & Lingerie. Camping. Travel. China. Buddha & Temples. Jagerbombs , Baileys & Cocktails. Dancing & Ballet. Heels & Boots. Showers & The Ocean. Deep conversations. Spooning & Cuddles. Sweet kisses & Hot Sex. }


I don’t know wether to be swooning or shitting myself.

I don’t know wether to be swooning or shitting myself.

tittily:

my little cousin got bit by a house spider and she was crying so i went to get some stuff to soothe and numb it but before i could even walk out the door i heard her quietly whisper ‘i can’t handle the responsibility of being spiderman’

find someone
who knows
you’re sad
just by the change
of tone in your
voice

be with someone
who loves the
feature that
you hate the most

fall in love with
someone who
looks at you and
knows they don’t
want anyone else

Getting Over Problems…

amortizing:

you can’t get through the mountain, Go around it. If you can’t go around it, Go over it.If you can’t go over it, sit down and ask yourself, if getting to the other side is all that important?..

If it is, set about digging a tunnel.For every problem, there are many solutions. Whatever the problems in life are, you have to find ways to get over it.

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Pay day.

First pay day is today / will go into my account tomorrow.

Unfortunately I will only get paid for the two days I’ve worked. So I have to wait another fortnight to get a full two weeks pay which is understandable but also a pain.

I keep checking my bank account but is still sitting at -$41.
So I’ll lose $41 out of my already small paycheck.

The feels. I need money to pay off boyfriend, pay bills and give mum money to help out- but I’ll have to try be patient and somehow survive on probably a day and a half pay for two weeks.

2nd paycheck will be such a shock to my bank account though. I can’t wait.

Mid-Week

So I’m mid week of my first job.
Unfortunately I became run down yesterday and became feeling really unwell quite rapidly. Although my throat wasn’t so bad today my body was utterly shattered.
It has been a full on last three days, unfortunately today the lady who is training me/my team leader had a day off work so I was kinda left spending the whole day sitting next to another lady in the team watching her work. The day dragged on and I accomplished nothing. So will be interesting come tomorrow when the team leader returns and assumes I would have learnt or logged jobs-but didn’t. It was neither my nor the ladies fault as there was too much work to do to just stop and let me log jobs and learn.

I hope I get a really good nights rest tonight and feel much better tomorrow and that tomorrow brings good vibes and I start to feel I have a better grasp of things.

I cannot wait until the weekend where I get to see friends and my boyfriend. Weekends go so fast as it is but I know now they will go even faster. I just hope I’m 100% better in the next day or so and rather than having a cold it’s just my body being temporarily run down due to a drastic change and stress.

This job position is really intense and requires a lot of attention to detail because any mistake can be a disaster and in an extreme case potentially life threatening. Though being new I wouldn’t be sent a fast of an urgent emergency job so that’s some form of comfort.

I just have a fear I won’t catch on and do well but I’ve been told that this position will take at LEAST a year to even get a proper grasp on and can take a year or more to become sufficient. So it’s a good and bad feeling. I just want to know what I’m doing and do it well but it seems and sounds like it will be a long process before I get there. I had no expectation this role would be so hard and intense.